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YWednesday, August 22, 2007
Went to see the doctor after all. And guess what. I was asked to go for further checkup. Dunno what possible throat cancer?!?! What bullshit. Just because my throat is fucking swollen doesnt mean i have cancer okay. Bloody hell. I'm not going for any shit checkup lah.
Anyway im very angry. Because...... I tell myself i will not give up. But i dont know when i can tell myself that until. Im very sick and tired le. No more nonsence. For now. I'll juz wait and see. Im going to face the harsh reality. Cause i have to. Goodbye ______. Goodbye _______.
I have gotten my retribution. Until now. It's killing me. ARGHHHHH!!! I wanna scream so loudly. but. Everyone sleeping. HA.
Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at