YFriday, August 03, 2007
This feeling is coming back. I dont know why. But the things he said make my stomach churn. I closed the msn window or else i could have copy and pasted it here. Yeah, so like, i guess he thinks i'm a super sensitive bitch. HA. Oh well. Maybe its all too soon. Like i said, i wont get into a relationship so soon. He said: " What's the point of being in a relationship if there's no trust?" Come, let me tell you something Jiahao. It's not that i don't want to trust guys. It's just that everytime i trust them, they just give me really disappointing results.
He also said: I'm not like your other ex lor. Okay, this sounds really really familiar. Ha. The same words over and over again. How to trust and believe? Furthermore, i only know him for a week or so? It's really hard lah. I know, it's all just attraction and infactuation. These feelings will only last for a short period of time. I've learnt my mistake. Never go into a relationship so soon. I will just learn to regret it. What for go through all those hurting experiences?
What i can say now is that i can just wait. And see what happens. Will be meeting up with jiahao again asap. Maybe the week after next. This time i can't predict what happens. Maybe, he would have already forgotten me by then. Then, i know i have not made the wrong choice by not going into this relationship. Just wait and see.
13 more days.
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