YTuesday, August 21, 2007
Officially i've broken up with low jiahao. Ytd i wasnt so sure cause he smsed me again in the afternoon Today. He thought we were still together. So i thought, maybe try a few more days and see how. But i realised i shouldnt drag it. I am fully aware of my feelings for him. Its fading. He knows it too. So during cmsy revision class i smsed him and told him that my feelings fade already. Then he asked me why.
In the end i told him i wanted a break up. He got angry. Maybe disappointed. I dont know but i feel like i busted him. Then i smsed him and told him nt to reply and stuffs. Juvone dear also told me to leave this kind of people. Yes i agree. He's so useless. Ok mind my words but its true. Im not happy being with him. He's nt like a gentleman at all. He dont send me home, i have to send him to his busstop. And then he only cares about himself. What kind of bf is this? Even though its very late at night but i have to walk home all by myself. Through the empty and isolated path. Whenever i tell him stuffs, he just dont want to bother. He either says: aiyah nvm lah or huh den how?
When i tell him about my collegues. Always kena bully, he never even try to cheer me up. Only noe how to sae dun care dem la dun care dem la. So you see the reason why i wanted to end this relationship. I couldnt take it any more. Furthermore. Its not him whom i love. It has always been infatuation. Lasted only for a few days.
After which he smsed me again and said: I'm sorry. Can we dont break?
So i said: Whats de point of continuing a relationship when no feelings are involved?
He said: Issit you fall in love with another guy?
The rest. Juvone knows abt it lah. I did sms and told him the truth though. After cmsy we girls went to lab and print stuffs. They ah, very bad. Say i very fast find another bf! Nan sae 1 week? Then juvone say tonight?!?! And den the rest i forgot hu sae wat. Got 4 days lah .. LOL. wei wei wei. Girls ah, im not that.... HAHA.
In lab i told them about my feelings lor. They said someone else better will replace HIM(not jiahao for goodness sake). But i told dem i dunwan! ='( Very sad lah. But... I shant get emo. =) Live life to the fullest.
If only..
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