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YWednesday, August 22, 2007
AHHHH! Help! I've lost the motivation for study! Anyoneeee. Please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. Im fucking irritated. Mind my language but i'm seriously pissed off with exams and school life. Have been trying to study for the past few hours but not a single shit goes in my head. Brain's not workin.
Too many stuffs on my mind and i'm tired. I ate chocolates, ate a big packet of rice. 2 chicken wings, bread, and a can of bird's nest for my dinner. I can't be bothered with my throat anymore. =) I ate like a hungry gh*st. Oops. SHHH.
I know it all. =) But i'm still getting on with my life. Like the saying goes, if old want dont go, new one how to come? Haha. Oh wells. Time has it all. I have time. I wish i wish i wish. Sometimes, i feel it's sad. Why such things happen when i'm serious in a relationship. It's so unfair. And the next time round it's a different story. It's either i lose feelings first or the other party loses his first.
Why can't my relationship be a normal one. I lovehim, he love me. Last long. WHYYYYY!?!? unfair. Oh yah. I watched hi 5 today and guess what? Kathleen not in the group anymore. Got 1 girl called SUN replace her. Asshole. I'm not going to watch hi 5 anymore. =( Anyway my msn cant be used cause of some troubleshooting thing. So angry. It's adding "fuel" to my "flames". Okay nevermind. Restarting com right now. At this moment. Yes. =\
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