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YWednesday, July 11, 2007
Things did not turn out the way i expected it to be. I need self-reflection. I cried. It was too much. Why.. Why must it happen. The bad things all came at the wrong time. All "clash" together. I couldn't believe it actually happened. Why did i even go.. Why!?
I'm so disappointed. Truthfully. I know, its bad. Brother. You were right, i should get a slap from u. You should have scolded me before everything. Knock some fuckin sense into me. Whyy.. God..... Went home all alone. Told brother wat happened. He was damn angry with me. Scolded me. Haiz. I'm sorry.. I didnt expect it either. It was so shocking. So unexpected. How.. tmr? ARGH!! Life is so unfair.
Brother talked to me until i reached home. I was so sad and disappointed lah. All the way home. Chat with him but he didnt want to reply me just yet. So i cant do anything also. Sms also no reply. No response. Argh. Just when i needed someone. Luckily there's still brother. I feel damn sad now laaaa. Daddy called me and told me sth. My heart dropped. Damn pain. Why sia. WHY WHY WHY. I'm not ready!!
Today is so just not my day. Bd news bad news and more bad news. So disappointing. Better finish my wds fast and get some sleep. Oh i haven done my proposal yet. Shit la. This time really si le. I no mood! HOW!?!?! Mixed feelings. Sad, disappointed, angry, stress bla bla bla. Anyway stupid jy sae i fat today. AHH. I heck care already man. I'll get used to it. Someday. MAybe now. Oh anyway Happy birthday shujuan!



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