YFriday, July 13, 2007
I'm feeelin so down today. Friday the 13th. Really unlucky. Morning my right eye kept twitching. I knew sth bad would happen laa. I wento ssch and slack and yeah. My wds got deleted and i had to redo laaaaa! f***! Anyway, i give up le lah. I sms him but he like nt interested to talk to me. I'm just doing stuffs to ............... AHH. Shall talk about it other time when i'm ready to do so.
I'm lying. To myself. Maybe really fate bah. Fated to stay single. Haaa. Wwhatever. I really give up le. Now try to concentrate on my studies. Trying laa. HAIZ. Aiyo. Miss natasha today come find me again. Warning letter! Never pay school fees. The school going to kick me out already. HAHA. Wwhhhooooooo. Confirm wont pay again lor. Daddy i tell him so long le until now still haven pay. Whateverrrrrrrrrrrr.
Deadline on tues. We'll seehow it goes la. I dont care le. I today really super down. Superrrrr. IMHIMHIMHIMHIMHIMH. but..................................................
The truth, it still hurts. Although not much. After all, it takes time. I don't want to give myself false hopes anymore. It will hurt even more la. It's like i feel that im irritating the people around me. Noone bothers to talk to me. I hate it. Hate this feeling. Help la god....................... I'm half dead already . I'm too ...... I dont know whats the word to describe. But.. Oh well. I'm stuck at home ALONE today. Actually got plans but.... ahhh sae also no use le.
Given up. On everything. Well, not all. But.. Yahh.
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