YSunday, July 22, 2007
I'm back after an exhausting day at work. Hmm. Ytd i dreamt of my work collegues! Finally!! HAHA. Then woke up didnt feel like going to work but.. arggg. Still went to work. Then put my stuffs and all and tally cash. Heart beat like damn fast cause i always tally the wrong amount. Luckily today i counted correctly. Then rany gave me a stick. Say i very guai, count correctly at lost last! ARGGG. what he mean huhhhhhhhhhhh!?!?
Opened shop and serve, again. I didnt get any sms excpet for my stepmum. Arghh its a long story. I feel so ... Dunno how to describe the feeling.. But she's leaving my dad for good. Sigh. I guess it's time daddy learn his lesson. I cant do anything to help much. Daddy's gonna be alllll alone now.
Anyway i was like damn stress today cause kept thinking of projects and stuffs. Wahlao super stress. Now think also stress. ARRR!! Anyway changlin today so nice feed me eat ice cream when i foldin clothes. Haha. I was like sooooooooo tempted to eat la. Then i tink he know so he come let me eat. =) Shiok. Then after that i got break with chee kian den he steal my food. Ohh that meanie. Deprived me from eating. Child abuse. Bully. HAHA. Wat rubbish. Then after that go out smoke den tried to "study" but ended up arguing and quarreling with him in store. Then got the hits-here-and-there. Ha. Oh yah, today i was serving some customers den this THAILAND guy came to ask me this n that. After a while he came over to me and asked my name. Wah i tot he wan complain about me lor. But then, he asked me whether he could have my number.. LOL. Eh i'm not trying to show off of sth but... Thailand?!?! Dont tell me he going back thailand and call me everyday and "meet" with webcam or sth ah.. haha. In the end i decided not to give la. For what lor. Then he went out of the shop and den came back twiceeeeee. Keep asking me to serve him. Wahlao. I already damn sian lor. Still come dstrb me. Sickening.
Today shop got conversion but i couldnt stay to do cause i got curfewww! AHHH. Conversion damn shiok laaa. I so long nv do le. Sad, dunno when will be the next time i can do conversion again. I might be quitting my job real soon. Like i said, go join liliang after quit sch. I dunno when laa. See how. ANyway i like damn tired now ah so like yahh.
LAst msg for the day. I decided.... To stay single and not go into BGR for the moment. Might take quite awhile until i have settled all my stuffs. I guess i'm not ready. All i'm given are false hopes n false hopes and more false hopes. This time, serious. I'm giving everything up. No more ____ No more bla bla bla. Juz concentrate with what i'm supposed to be doing now. Seee i'm so matured already. hahahaha.
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