YSaturday, June 02, 2007
I woke up at 10 plus in the morning for my toilet break. I talked to darling again ytd. I was waiting for his call when i fell asleep. He called me around 12. Then i talked to him for about an hour. After that his parents told him to hang the fone.
I was sleeping again when Shane called me around 12 plus in the afternoon today. He was freaking sad. I know why. But i felt so useless, cant even help him. I could only hear his sorrows, his cries. I know how bad he was feeling. I really feel so sad for him. I want him to know that as his sister, i will always be there for him. Haiz. Life sucks. Really. Then i got out from bed and brushed my teeth, washed my face everything. Then sherrie made milo for me. It was then i heard mummy shouting on the fone. I thought she was shouting at uncle but the fact was that she was shouting at the m1 operator. Darling called me. He told me that he cant call me already. I dont know till when, but he sounded so weird. It sucks, not being able to talk to him or see him for days! SO freaking sad.
Then after that mummy told us to go down eat lo. Uncle was downstairs. Then wwe went to sheng shiong buy the praying stuffs and burnt it. Then after that went to the nearby coffeeshop to eat. After that they went to buy 4d. Then after that walk back home. I was studying just now. But im so exhausted now. Yawns. I miss my boy. ='(
EDITED AT 10.00 PM
I just came home frm amk. Just now went out around 6 plus. Me, mummy, uncle and sherrie. Wwe walked to amk inter. Then walk walk find my slippers but i didnt like the design. So walked and find CDs for the com. But couldnt find any either. I got into a shoe shop and bought myself a sandal. Then after that we procceded on to food court to eat. I eat alot man today. Eat so much also wun full. =) Shit im growing FAT!! oh, wrong word. Should be FATTER! Haha. Then after we go shopping shopping. Then walked home again.
Today Liliang, my cousin called me. Said he wanted to talk to me. So yah i talked to him about half an hour. He ran away from home like a mth alrdy. His family also a bit cocked up. Haiz pity him. He ah, somemore he talk about mama. Really miss her sia. So long never see her alrdy. Somemore she at there always kena bully. So we thought of one day go out tgt with her. Aarghh. Feeling so uncomfortable now. Like wan cry dunwan cry liddat. AIYO! Sad life lah. Hmm, anyway i tink that's about it for today.
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