YSunday, June 03, 2007
I just woke up not long ago. I woke up at 8 once to go toilet. Then woke up again at 12 plus to go wash my clothes. Ytd mummy ask me to wash but i forgot. HEH. So today b4 she woke up faster go wash. Ytd I talked to Gita like until 2 plus am. A few hrs? Its been a LONG LONG time since i chatted so long with a girl on the fone. Freaking long time! Then we we like talking talking den suddenly my hp got crazy and hanged the fone. So yeah i went back to sleep. OH yah. Rany smsed me at 1 plus ask me whether i can go back work 2-6 shift. Crazy ah, i no need study ah? LOL. Anyway Im gonna meet up with Gita to study tgt tmr! Whee. Will update post later cause its still early and nth great or interestin is happening.
EDITED_ 4.12 PM.
I'm feeling very uncomfortable now. Miserable? Maybe. GOD. I dont know why this is happening. Life Really Suck. I'm so sick and tired of my fucking life. Serious! What to do? Fucking irritated. Tests, family, blah blah blah. I need to de-stress. So many fucking things on my fucking mind. I give up. I really give up. Since no one can help, and i cant even help myself. Fucking life is meaningless. I just have to give up everything. God, i dont even noe why im saying these fucking things but im seriously fucking irritated! ANGRY! FUCK! I HATE MY LIFE. FUCK IT.
EDITED_ 5.53PM
OH GOD! I'm still feeling just as bad. I fucking miss him. Thought of not being able to see him for days really makes me irritated. I dont wanna lose any feelings, nor do i want him to lose his feelings. Im so afraid. I feel so alone, so lonely. ARGHH. Going crazy. My fucking PRSP thingy is pissing me off. I dun understand a shit.
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