YSunday, May 20, 2007
After that ash came too ah. Then see darlin awhile den went off to slac. Slack until 745 liddat then they went off. I went to walk around the bloody place like alone. Then took taxi home after that. Haiz. I miss him. I miss him . I miss him! I came home and cried like mad. Did housework and cried at the ame time. AFTER doing i went back to my room and cried again. Goodness, i feel like a crybaby all of a sudden. I received a call from him after sitting alone in the kitchen. Didnt noe how 2 react. But i was damn happy. I dunno what to sae already. Im just depressed. Anyway i stole my baby's foto from gita's hp!
Im fucking depressed. I received a call ytd at 4 plus and it was from darlin's brother. Said that he was in hospital. Got beaten up. I immediately woke up. I couldnt sleep. What's more was that darling tok to me as if nth like dat. I know, he didnt start any fight. Why must those FUCKING INHUMAN people do this to my poor baby. I HATE THEM! I couldnt take it. Cried and smsed Gita. She called me. Like yeah.
Woke up early in the morning by sun. Supposed to go spca with him today. But darlin in hospital and i SO SO SO BADLY want to see him. In the end i met up with Gita at simei mrt station and we went to the hospital. But unfortunately, received a call from ash, saying darlin was going for treatment or sth. I was like sooooo fucking sad. I wanted to see him! Then went to the foodcourt to find ash and khai. After a while Gita followed me meet sun to spca. It was lame. Haiz. Then went back to hospital. Wwaited from like 11 am in the morning till 6+ in the evening.
I saw him. Finally. But i couldnt control myself but cried. My heart ached. ALOT. Why must this fucking thing happen? If not i'll be able to go out with him today! I was supposed to. Haiz. Whats worse was that mum already has a bot so gd impression of him. She tinks darling is a fucking gangster. I told her again and again but she woulnt wan to listen. Like fuck. Asked to leave him. But come on. Im not going to. I will try to sacrifice everything if i can. I dont care what others think. So i like not toking to her anymore. Oh god. You must let my baby recover fast fast ok.
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