YMonday, May 21, 2007
I went to school as usual. Reached like damn early. So called juvone and met up with her, nan and dian. Wwhen i reached the library, nan saw me ask asked me what happened as i didnt look okay. I said i was okay and they kept like asking so i couldnt control but cried. I cry so much these days. I am freaking depressed. I miss the times... THOSE times.. After school straightaway went to hospital. Waited for stupid ash like so long ah! Sorry gita! Scold your bf.
After reach i wanted to tok to him but he was like toking to his frens. I'll cut short on my bloggin cause im like freaking tired. I took taxi back again ttoday. i wanted to stay until like 8 but i wanted to spend more time with darlin ah. So no choice stayed till 9 plus den took taxi home. Darlin is going to cut botak. Aiyah stupid boy say i wun wan him after he cut botak. Crazy guy. I know i still want him ah. Like gita and ash, if u see this dun tell spencer ah! Smack u all ah.
Anyway felt like crying when he told me he going ireland. I damn sad ah. He in spore i alrdy so sad. Wait go till ireland how sia. Im going to miss him like mad. Well, i dunno ah but i feel that he will fade his feelings. Maybe after nt seeing me for a long time. I dont know. Fucking depressed.
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