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YThursday, December 21, 2006
These past 2 days were terrible. Firstly i had to work OT. Packed audit rolls. Until 10 like dat. Wah i tell you it was so torturing! Im so tired like crazy. Then somemore i msg someone but he dun seem to care so whatever lah. I dun need ppl to care anymore. I HAD ENOUGH OF THESE. My mother kept apologizing to me, but the hurt is there FOREVER. Its really hard to forget. Min fei's problem is nth compared to my family's. It really brought such a GREAT impact on me. Im sorry mummy, but i have to tell you i am so disappointed with what you said.
Now i have NOTHING. So i dont really care that much. BLAH! That time when i worked OT. My frien even bother to call me to chat until im home. But a pity that someone gone to dunno where to ENJOY. So yah. Then i reached home and rested early. Today was almost the same.
I went to work as usual and packed finish the audit roll. Then after that helped spate with her work. It was a much easier job, only thing is that i had to sit the whole day until nw my back to tired. I finished work at about 8 plus and sae bye to everyone. =(
I dont know if i still have a boyfriend but the feeling of having one is not there. A boyfriend cares, instead of putting game first. Oh i already knew my mistake but he still wan treat me this way? Oh i really give up. I have so much other things to care. Why i care so much about this? Get used to it. Since he wans to be so angry until now, i seriously have nth to sae. So dont bother. I know the only few people who cares for me is my 1st uncle. My sis. The rest i dunno. Maybe all are acting to care. One day they will regret what they are doing! I will hurt them as much as they hurt me. I WILL.
P.s. JUST U WAIT PEOPLE!
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