It's all hidden. Although you left me in silence.

Really been a long long time since i last blogged right? Cause i was staying with mummy all the while. There got no co.And guess what? Im going to shift there today to stay permanantly. Gonna be very far from my friends. But stll can meet right? Firstly, i wanna thank my brother shane for everything. He's really there for me whenever i need him. I LOVE YOU SHANE! HAHAHA. He made me from very sad to become a happy girl. =)

Okay lah realy alot of things happened recently. Me and him ae okay l. But somehow, something is still missing. Ytd work den went home together with dominc cuz he oso stay at chai chee here. My collegues are soooo nice. Except ytd got 1 extra fatty come ou shop and wrk. He so guai lan sia. Hate him and h better not come in my shop there to work again ah. I sure go crazy.

Today i took off cuz muz shift back. I hope uncle ken will fetch us. Hmm. Im happy working cuz i have so many NICE friendsworking with me. And im starting to learn many new things. Chee kian is a funny guy lah. And very ice. Always ask me do things myself but in the end also help me do. =)Dominic is very cool that type. Never smile one. So i always ask him why he dunwan smile. Anyway i sneak at his pass. His foto so funny lah. I haven tell him i saw yet. =X Winnie also n bad. Joanne is super nice. Shes our shop in charge. Veryn can sumtyms very quiet sumtyms tok. Serene also gt tok to me de. Andy dun really noe him. HAHa. Why am i toking about my collegues nw? LOL.Anyway i was very scared that they will lose my time sheet. But lucky joanne help me find and update. =)

One more thing. I believe in GOD. I LOVE GOD. haha. And i also believe in retribution So i trying not to do so many bad things. People, please believe in these 2 thngs. God, and retribution.

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I slept at 5 even though i was exhausted. Last night with them le. Must appreciate. Played games like murderer. HAHA. so fun! Ohh im really gonna miss dem. The fun and everything. *Cries*

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 5:08 PM .

These past 2 days were terrible. Firstly i had to work OT. Packed audit rolls. Until 10 like dat. Wah i tell you it was so torturing! Im so tired like crazy. Then somemore i msg someone but he dun seem to care so whatever lah. I dun need ppl to care anymore. I HAD ENOUGH OF THESE. My mother kept apologizing to me, but the hurt is there FOREVER. Its really hard to forget. Min fei's problem is nth compared to my family's. It really brought such a GREAT impact on me. Im sorry mummy, but i have to tell you i am so disappointed with what you said.

Now i have NOTHING. So i dont really care that much. BLAH! That time when i worked OT. My frien even bother to call me to chat until im home. But a pity that someone gone to dunno where to ENJOY. So yah. Then i reached home and rested early. Today was almost the same.

I went to work as usual and packed finish the audit roll. Then after that helped spate with her work. It was a much easier job, only thing is that i had to sit the whole day until nw my back to tired. I finished work at about 8 plus and sae bye to everyone. =(

I dont know if i still have a boyfriend but the feeling of having one is not there. A boyfriend cares, instead of putting game first. Oh i already knew my mistake but he still wan treat me this way? Oh i really give up. I have so much other things to care. Why i care so much about this? Get used to it. Since he wans to be so angry until now, i seriously have nth to sae. So dont bother. I know the only few people who cares for me is my 1st uncle. My sis. The rest i dunno. Maybe all are acting to care. One day they will regret what they are doing! I will hurt them as much as they hurt me. I WILL.

P.s. JUST U WAIT PEOPLE!

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 11:35 PM .

So tired. Today woke up and it was raining. So nice to sleep. But have to go to work. Sian. Then it wasnt raing again so i faster walk to the bus stop at inter. But when i was in the bus, it was raining. Damn! I couldnt walk to work as i didnt have an umbrella. So i waited for half n hour den i walk in the rain. =( Then in work i was so damn cold. I do my work very slowly today and shirley asked me why so slow todae. HAHA. i said cuz got alot. Then i signed the thingy for the job on saturday. Im soooo excited. =)

Then we went for lunch. Again it was raining. And lucky we got umbrella. I shared with shirley. One thing i know: Shirley dunno how 2 hold umbrella. She hold until i half wet. Then went back to office faster off aircon and take off my shoes cuz i was soaked! Then the dunno wat name de come in and saw me fiddling with my shoes den sae smelly! =( No smell wat. Haha. So i fixed my schedule. I start work on Sat and work continuously. Think work will end about 10 plus or 11 plus. If too late got taxi frm company. I HOPE IT GOES WELL! anyway i hope got ppl come visit me ah. If nt i very sian. It will be at suntec city. Samuel n kevin n I.P ZONE combined. Level 2. HAHA. But i juz cant wait.

Today during work someone called me. But yah. I smsed mummy cause she said things which hurt me SO MUCH ytd. I in bus think oso cry. Office oso cry. Thats how much it hurt me. Ytd realli so much things happened. Not my day. Anyway i came late for work today and noone noes. haha. So i do lesser work. =X

After work i walked int he rain. It was so heavy and i was drenched. Took bus and had to stand cause the bus full! Sian lor. Then somemore so cold. And then i had to move on further den got these bunch of xiao lians n bengs. Then got 1 look like weixiong de. Then they keep staring i tot really him. Then i heard him sae: Wan her number faster one more stop we go dwn liao. -.- Then when they going to alight the boy ask for my number. I sae i no hp. HAHA. what a joke. Who will believe that puney excuse. Oh im a sua ku. Dun have hp! HAHAHA! then when i alighting le i walk back. And then muz walk in the shelter where it was surrounded by malays. Then the malay call: GIRL, GIRL.

SIAO. Ipretend nvr hear cuz i got mp3 with me. Stupid. And there i am. Back at home. =)

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 8:07 PM .

Thiis was how bored am i when im in the office. Thats a masking tape. Not paper. But i wun be so free already cause ill be transferring to suntec to work! WHEEE. Im prepared to face the tiredness. Oh yah i am starting the new job on Saturday. And there's midnight sales. =) So will be working till late late. Cant wait. =)
But ill certainly miss my collegues. =( They are such nice people. I love dem lo. Abit dun bear to part. Nvm i will come back to visit them. HAHA. Tmr is another new day at work. So ill be going to bed prettty soon. Eieng's birthday is coming! So let me sing a song 1st if nt tmr no time. Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to Eieng! Happy birthday to you! haha. A pity i cant meet her cause of work. Sad.

Anyway HE is angry with me cause of some stuffs. And i already did what i could. It's the 1st time im actually begging a person until like that. I already did so much. But nth. I gain nth. Nevermind.

I dunno why i gt nth to sae nw . maybe cause im too tired. So yah.. Nitey nite!!

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 10:35 PM .

My fingers hurt. Cause of all the work i did these 2 days. Im a hardworking girl! I started work on Monday and was an assistant to shirley. She;s only 18 but she loook so matured i tot she was 20+. Then i was asked to sort things according to their date and she teach me how 2 do it. Then muz pack all the things la alot of things to do. But i managed to finish within 2 days. Not bad ah. LOL. Now still got a few more boxes to do then i can slack abit le. My collegues are not bad. They noe im alone so they try to tok to me. Anyway i h ave a room to myself. And i very zhi dong go on the aircon myself. HAHA.

My collegues ask me to go lunch with them and so i followed and i ate duck rice. Then Joanne introduced me to the rest. Got 1 man treat me drink water. So nice rite and we chatted also. Then walk back to the office. I must thank my wonderful boyfriend for accompanying me to work on monday. He's so nice to me. And after work i went to tk bus to his house. What a wonderful night! HAHAHAHA! After that he send me home. And i tok to him on the fone and after that go sleep le. Today i went to work again. He again called me. I was too early for work. Then i juz went up lor. And tok to him until shirley came. I went to my room and started doing my work. I love the feeling of being alone in the cold aircon room.

Shirley came in and asked mi if everything alright i sae yah. But sth happened today. She kept asking me to find stuffs which i cannot so i started to get stressed up. Imsg my dear and told him. In the end the problem lies with her. She forgot to give me the other box. So yah. Then i continue on my work lor. Lunch time and we all go out tgt eat. After that continue work again. I talk more today alrdy. HAHA. Thing will get better! I guess lah. I very enthusiastic to work again tmr. At least i got sth to do. And i think working in the office is much better then working at the shop. Cause muz stand whole day and fold clotthes. Not bad lah. I dun mind working.

Dear is also going to work on weekends. I am so sad. I cant meet him! I want to meet him!!!! I DUN CAREEE! ='( LOH MINFEI! YOU BETTER MEET ME EVEN IF U GOT WORK AH! I am sadddddd! Why muz he work!! HE dunno how to think want leh. I want to spend time with him. Money is not the issue lor. =( NEvermind. whats done is done.

Lets talk about Friday, saturday and sunday. Friday i went back to daddy;s hse and tok to my stepmum abt daddy. I am shocked lah. And sad. I have a really bad family problem. Well, life's like that. Again, i muz thank dear for sending me all the way to jurong. I know its a very long journey. But i enjoyed every moment of it. =)

Saturday we went to my brother's concert. He's soooo cuteeeee! I saw his girlfriend. Veronica. HAHA. So cute la they all. Then they perform. Love itt! Then after that go IMM and eat then go home. Then sunday we go jurong there and swim. I wore my bikini. So embarassing. Then actually got tanned abit AFTER swimming but after a day no more le. =( There's these 2 realli pervertic guys at the pool. The wear goggles and go underwater and see my backside. Think i dunno issit? I blind ah? Irritating. I love my brother. He's so young BUT so matured and smart. He told me: Da jie, i sometimes think of you. Wo xiang ni leh.
My heart sink sia i feel like crying. Really so touched. He's also very poorthing cause noone play with him so i always force my self to play fighting with him. I miss him now. =(
Took taxi back and the stupid driver took the long way. Sick rite. Wan earn money. Then back le i forgot wat i do. Tat's all.

I asked dearest wat will happen if i leave him for other guys one day and want him back after. He told me: too late. Well i guess i juz have to cherish and treasure him now. Im trying my best. Im happy i didnt work at the shop one also cause this way i wun be able to flirt. I hope im nt talking nonsense.

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 8:44 PM .

The first pic is at MOS. And look at my adorable brother! =)
Ok let me blog about Tuesday. I was supposed to go MOS for the underage party. Then eeverything settle le. BUT something bad happened. I sms my aunty and she asked mi to sms my mummy. So i did. And told my mummy i wanted to go to chalet. But she didnt allowed. So i pleaded and pleaded. In the end muz still go back early. Then inside MOS the RNB section haven open so have to wait till 1130. I was so pissed and irritated. Then the time came. We all rush in. Then dance with min fei liliang and thomas. So fun. At last i can get to experience this!! We danced on the stage and i realised that clubbing is very open. People dunno each other also can touch here touch there le.

Then after that i went out to the other section but it was onli for people who were above 18. Sad so we went back to the RNB. by the time it was alrdy too late. It was soooo packed. But we managed to squeeze in. Then dance for a while more den went off le. I took taxi home to mummy's hse. Then got scolding from here and she asked minfei to come. Then after that when min fei abt to slp le, she ask him go in the room and talk. We talk until 6 plus in the morning. Then i said sth very wrong and mummy asked minfei to go home. I told min fei i want to break and after he left i cried terribly. I asked him for break but in my heart, i dont want to lose him.

I activated my incoming call free and talked to him then the nxt morning uncle ken msg me and asked me to talk things out. I did and went to mummy's room and apologized. After that everything ok le so i met up with min fei to go for an interview at ubi. Then go his hse and have dinner. Then took bus back to amk at nite.

Then it was thursdae. YUZHEN BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! =)n We went to escape theme park but sad to sae it was raining, or shuld i sae drizzling. Yah den after a while it stopped. We went to eat and blow cake b4 that. And played arcade also b4 going back to escape. This year the escape not frightening. I dunnno why but i can sae it was fun. I hope yuzhen enjoyed too. Then after play le we go to white sands to eat and after that we left. I talked to dear until morning but b4 i vent my anger on him. I am sorry dearest. You shuld noe why im so irritated. =)

Today i got a call from the interview. They asked me to start work on monday and the pay not bad. Im so excited! =)

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 3:21 PM .

Many days since i last blog. Many things to blog too. Fridday was a memorable day. I met up with dear and sister. I go for job interview at the airport but the place alrdy taken. SIAN! Den i got all moody and showed my temper again! Horrible right? Then after that we go TM. Walk walk and find more jobs and then after which bring sherrie back to nai nai hse. After that i go find dear at the exercise place and he said: We go eat with my friends. I was damn irritated at that time. Then i said if he wan go den he go himself cuz i nt interested. Then he also gt irritated lah den sae : THEN I DUN GO LE LOR.

So we both shouted at each other. Got people see oso but we dun care. But i hate myself for ONE thing. I always laugh when people quarrel with me. Fckin irritating. I really dunwan to laugh lor. IRRITATING! Then we took bus 17 to his hse. On the bus we had cold war. Never tok to each other. Then until wan reach his hse le den he started to tok to me. But i still gave him attitude so he said: U ENOUGH ANOT? den dunno wan fcking thing. Sae until so loud he scared noone hear. Then we drop le i still giv attitude but after a while ok le. HAHA. Then we meet up for drinks. Liliang, Cheryl, Yuzhen, Liliang gan di, me, dear and his fren go.

First onli me n deear go meet his fren called thomas. Then sit his car and then fetch Yuzhen. Follwed by Cheryl. Then we go cold storage and buy the drinks. Then we go back to the park. Later me n dear go fetch liliang n his gandi and off we went! PLayed dai di and loser gotta drink. I drink until i feel a bit giddy. But liliang was abit drunk. Then thomas send cheryl go home n off they went. After that we continue on our game. Until the beer all finish. Then we went off.

We wanted to tk bus but the bus top got police. Scared kena catch so we go the b4 bus stop but liliang go hail for taxi so we no choice get in the cab. In the end liliang paid. Then we stopped at a coffeeshop and i buy another bottle of beer. Then went to carpark to drink. Until i drunk. then my nonsence start le. When liliang as me 1 on 1 with minfei. I really start whacking him. Until he injured. SORRY dearest!=( Then i started crying and started sprouting nonsense la. I tink i was crazy. Then after that i cant stand properly then liliang n dear got to carry me. So embarassing. Then mi yuzhen n dear went to his hse. Then mi yuzhen n him tok until 5 30 in the morning then went for breakfast. So nice the feeling. Gossiped. =X Onli me n dear go. Then after that he fetch me go home. SO sweet lah dearest. I know he oso very tired.

Ytd i went shopping and bought a yellow bikini. Will upload the foto tmr!! =) Then today went to meet dear and go suntec. Go for job interview. But they sae will call dun tink will call le. Yuzhen they all oso go for the same job. haha. So coincidence. Well i hope i get the job. But i wun get high chances lor. So many ppl want that job. =( Well after that i went to dear hse. Then at 7b go eat jack's place. I made him irritated cuz i couldnt choose what i wanted to eat. Then he juz ordered lor. Then eat le go shop awhile den he again eat at mac then tk bus go home le. =)

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 12:35 AM .