It's all hidden. Although you left me in silence.

Ok like i said, im gonna upload the photos ytd we took de. So.. ENJOY. hahaha!

These are pictures taken on my birthday__

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 1:41 PM .

Im so fullllll! Juz now i woke up at about 12 plus. Then msg dearest. After that i eat le bathe le den its alrdy abt 2 plus. So i took bus to his hse. Then after reaach his hse he sae he need go school take test le. So i stayed at his hse ALONE, watching the vcdc WATERBOYS. Its a funny show lah. Then i walking finish le dear finally came back! So happy!!

Then his mummy also came back. Then we slack awhile le den 6.45 we go century square wan go eat sakae sushi. Wait abt 10-20 mins den we go in. Then eat quite full le den go walk walk. Then we go play arcade. PLay the game like photo hunt liddat. HAHA. So fun. Then after that go haagen Daaz sit and eat fondule? How to spell i also dunno/. Ok let me describe. Got 1 bowl of hot chocolate den got ice cream, fruits.... Then can dip inside the chocolate and eat. WHOOO so shiok. BUT. eat until damn full ah. I almost wan to vomit den play scissors paper stone with dear. Who lose eat the ice cream finish. HAHA. HE LOSE! But i help him eat one. Anyway as usual, i ate till my whole mouth all chocolate.

Den eat le can cry sia. Too much and too full. So we go toilet den my hair all chocolate. Had to wash like mad. After that the shopping mall wan close liao so we faster get out. And took 67 home. So tired. And suddenly, i was very urgent so i cannot tahan faster walk back home and shhhhhhhhh. That's all! =) Dear send me thee fotos den i upload!!

Edited__ AT 12.24 AM.
Ok. I am lost for words. What happens if your close friend's bd is coming and she/she tells you that they dun wanna celebrate. And you;ve alrdy planned on what to do. Oh well, im feeling very down? I dunno the feeling to describe. Its like, maybe this will be the last time we can celebrate birthdays tgt and the chance juz flew away? Its a very sad thing. I just want her to appreciate us and not juz think that it will be a boring birthday AGAIN. I tried to persuade her but NO USE. Maybe she is mad at me for telling ***** but what is my motive? I just want to celebrate her bd with her. Just be happy and enjoy. Oh well, everything is of no use. I leave the decision to her. Just hope she thinks what we're trying to do is to make her bd an enjoyable once again. Really disappointed. =(

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This is from them. More pictures coming up!

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 2:38 PM .

Happy birthday to me! I was singing it for ytd. Cause now its already past 27 of november. Im so happy this year. So many people wished me happy birthday. Let me name them. Geokcheng, Eieng, Beekuan, Sheryl, Cheryl, Dear, Mummy, Uncle Ken, Zi Kim, Liliang, Sophia, Sherrie, Zhirong, Mathew, Xuehong, Sihong, Pein Tiong, Jason, Daddy, Mi, Marck, Aaron, Jan, Shane, Junhong, Desmond, Esther. The rest helped me write testi. They are: Stella, Hanlin, Vivek, Chen Yang, Givan, Dear, Gc, Eieng, Bk, and i forgot hu liao. =X I feel so touched.

Yesterday was a most unbelievable day. I went out to meet my dear and then went to amk. Then yuzhen go meet her cousin at Yishun. Then we wanted to meet up and go kbox later on. And the rest also came. They are bk, eieng, cheryl, sheryl. Then we went to amk kbox and started to get excited. We went to room K5. haha. Then got hyper. But Gc tthey all bluff me. They say want go toilet but actually they go buy cake for me. So sweet! Then I was sooo touched. Cheryl made a birthday card for me. Eieng and Bk also. They gave me presents. Chocolates, necklace, one foto frame with my pic on it. I will tk foto and post it tmr. After we finished singing, we danced like mad! Got people from outside see and laugh, but we didnt really care. LOL!

After ktv, we decided to go to airport to have our dinner. I was so hungry cause didnt eat for the whole day. Then took bus there. Cause sk fault. Oh yah and she went back on her words. We all say today hu late must treat SWENSEN ice cream. But she sae she didnt know. Play cheat lor. Whatever. I feel that this friendship thingy is fading. she can go meet rishi and xy until very late, but us? So early wanna go home. Sometimes i really dunno whether she treat us as her friends but i dun wanna care anymore. I give up. Then we at airport cheryl showed me a screw inside her body. I said something wrong and said it was disgusting. I know i was damn bad. Im sorryy!!!

After eating sk went home. Then we took fotos and played with the fone. Also took videos. So funny! AND FUN!! HAHA! I did a pose in the toilet and cheryl took it. So er xin lah. Not purposely one okay. Then they all laugh laugh laugh. I also laugh till stomachache. After everything, we decided to go home so off we went to bedok. Then from there we went home.

What i want to say is thanks my friends esp gc, eieng, cheryl, bee kuan for doing so much for me. And lastly, my wonderfful boyfriend. I really enjoyed today! I love all of you!!! This will be a day to remember!

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 1:15 AM .

This was what i wore on prom night. I gotta admit prom night was really really FUN! Ok so lets start from morning. I woke up feeling excited. Then xuehong(my date) sms me said he will arrive about 5plus. Told me to get ready. Then mummy also took half day leave so assist me. HAHA. Then around afternoon at 3.30 i went down to the hair saloon and made my hair. Curled it. It costs $20. So expensive but worth it. Cause prom is once in a lifetime. And then i went off to make up. Actually my hair wasnt so nice at first and i thought i looked like an aunty. But everything turned out right after all. Then off i went to do my make up. I tried putting on fake eyelashes but it took me so long to put! I was frustrated lah! Then i give up so i anyhow put. Hahaha. Then after put on make up i went to put on my dress. Then followed by my shoes and tata! im ready! I went down to meet xuehong then.

In the taxi i think he was irritated with me cause i kept tooking photos of myself. LOL. When we arrived at Hilton hotel sheryl keith and sihong were together and she saw me, i saw her. Lame.-.- Then we went toilet and do more makeup. I help her put some cause she put like never put liddat. It was still early then. Then we went to have a drink. Mdm noorzura and Mr chan were sitting together. Then Mdm Noorzura said:" Sharlene, so skinny! How to become police warden? Have to run all that you know?" Yah rite, im NOT skinny. Im fat. Only you dunno okay.

Then Mrs seah saw me and asked me why i never wear the black dress. HAHA. Cause my white dress is nicer? LOL. Then it was time to go in. It was after we took many many fotos. And saw gc they all. Off we went to sit. Lucky this year not buffet. Got people to serve us okay! So cool lah. I took foto with many ppl. Mathew, vivek, zhirong, gc, eieng, cheryl, and lots lots more lah. In the end took 70+ fotos. Afther that must nominate for the prom queen and king. I was shocked when i was called up on stage. So i went up. Then must do cat walk and pose. I did a really st upid pose. Kiss the audience. HAHA! In the end Naqiah got chosen for the prom queen. And Alif, the prom king. I thought Fanjian supposed to be. Cause he really looked damn retro.

Then after that, can go home le. But many still stayed to take photos and all. Then got dancing party. Sheryl keith just went off w/o telling us. Then we all go in the grand ballroom and dance. So funn!! This was what i really wanted Then all become so high and dance. LAter gc they all dunwan dance le. So i continued lor. Danced with samantha and jannie all. Got ppl sitting down look, but i duncare i juz wanna enjoy myself! Then after all, i was exhausted! Went home with xuehong, he fetched me till my doorstep. SO NICEEE! Talk alot of rubbish in the cab. Reminded him of my birthday. =) So thats all.

Min fei stayed my house the on friday. Went to print out some photos. And thats all. I just now went to Junction 8 to watch Happy Feet. Its such a nice show can. Love it. I wun mind watching it again. Then we went to cafe cartel to eat. So delicious. Then shop awhile and went home. So here i am now.

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 9:52 AM .

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 5:32 AM .

Pissed. Cant believe that he's so .... I dont know the word to describe. Maybe STUPID. WHY?? WHY ARE GUYS SO SENSITIVE? I already trying to change so much! What do i get? THE SAME TREATMENT FROM ALL GUYS. They are either over-sensitive or care too much or whatever shit. IM SO IRRITATED. UNFAIR. I dont want to put in so much effort. Yah, maybe retribution is the word to decribe it.

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 6:52 PM .

Woke up with a sore throat! Suay lahhh! Always like that. My prom night is coming. And my throat!!!!!! ARGHH! So unfair lah!!! I watched some kiddy shows with sophia and sherrie juz now in the morning den i proceeded with watching DVD. The devil wears prada. Not nice. BORING! Yah so my day is once again wasted. Min fei didnt msg or call me till now. Well, whatever. HA. I just vomitted just now cause my stomach was feeling upset. I dont know, maybe sth is wrong with me now. =/

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 3:39 PM .

Name 40 Random People You Know
1. Sheryl
2. Sophia
3. Liliang
4. Mathew
5. Lynette
6. Yuzhen
7. Bee kuan
8. Mutalib
9. Ei Eng
10. Cheryl
11. Soyah
12. Michael
13. Miss Teo
14. Jonathan
15. Jason
16. Laopo
17. Sherrie
18. Hafizah
19. Joyce
20. Raymond
21. Min fei
22. Slyvester
23. Weixiong
24. Feeza
25. Jannie
26. Auji
27. Larry
28. Martin
29. Shane
30. Aaron
31. Bitch*
32. Esther
33. Jamie
34. Junhong
35. Pein Tiong
36. Zann
37. Rong Tian
38. Mira
39. Jiajian
40. Keith

Now for the questions
Who is #9 to you?
Buddy!
Does #12 have a hot older brother?
I dont think soo..
Would you make out with #2?
HA! My cousin! YAhhh provided if she wants it.
How about #13?
Oh no. She's my teacher.
or #30?
....
Is #1 your best friend?
Wife.
Is #3 cute?
He always claim he's cute lah.
How about #5?
Cute in her own ways.
Or #23?
Used to think so, not anymore.
Or #36?
Yah my cousin. Love her.
How did you meet #4?
That idiot! In school.
And #7?
In secondary school.
And #18?
School lah!
Or #28?
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOOLLLL!
Who is #40?
My ex
Do you hug #8 all the time?
NO!!!! Must be crazy.
How about #15?
This is ridiculous.
Or #25
Never before.
Or #37?
Nope.
Do you feel sorry for #11?
Whatever for?
Have you ever told #14 you loved them?
I rather DIE.
Would #6 and #10 make a good couple?
Provided they are lesbian lah. =)
What about #16 and #28?
No my laopo got dear liao.
#17 and #22?
My sis is too young. Come on.
#24 and #32?
Lesbian?
Are #38 and #37 best friends?
Yah in their dreams.
Does #34 drink coffee 24/7?
Eh piggy. Got anot?
What is #9 addicted to?
Her habbo hotel.
Which # would you look best with?
I look great with all! HAHAHAHA!
Which # would #5 date?
Oh shit, am i supposed to say?
How about #16?
None of the above.
Or #27?
Not my business. He can go to hell.

Taken this from Yuzhen blog! Hhaha!

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 9:39 PM .

Can see their makeup? HAHA! Im the makeup artist. WHOOHOO! This is what i will do when exams are over and im freeeeee!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 5:37 PM .

FREEDOM! Last paper today! MCQ for science. I hr only. Haha. When i came back i went to sleep! Cause i was so tired can. Then somemore ytd sherrie n sophia play so loud i cant sleep. Disturb until me. Oh my, what kind of english is that.Anyway i juz finished talking to dear on the fone. Let me blog abt ytd.....

Dear came my hse to watch dvd. We watched FACE, THE PARK. But i watched BROTHERHOOD b4 he come. So er xin. Show the meat all. yucks! Anyway we watched THE PARK with mummy and uncle ken also. Not nice lor. Dunno why ppl sae very scary. Then after that evening we go eat claypot rice. I hate the smell. So i ate abit. Then after that we go walk walk. Got very bad gastric. Went to buy gastric medicine. Then ate there. Mummy they all sae me! Sad. I want to look thin b4 prom mah! Maybe they just dont understand. Then after that we go walk walk lo. Then go home le.

The day b4 that. Iwent shopping with dearest. I think he almost died shopping with me. Our FEET were so jelly. And tired. Then i couldnt make up my mind over things. There's even sth more horrifying.I went to try a dress. Then i got stuck!! Wah! So scary! I took dunno how long to get out of the bloody dress lah. I was sweating. Then stupid dear laugh laugh laugh. Irritating. But i managed to get out of that terrible dress. Then i walk further bought another dress. For my prom. But that 1 very hard to iron. Mummy iron until change colour. So scary. Now still thinking of how to iron. I also bought 2 new year clothings. All white cause nai nai dun allow us to wear black! SPOILER!!!!!

p.s. Dear gave me a necklace from goldheart! I love him!! Its meant for my birthday but he wants me to wear on prom night. LOVE IT. LOVE HIM. HAHAHA!

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 2:13 PM .

WHAT A DAY !! So stress ! Got 2 bloody subjects to study. History and Fnn. So many things to memorise. Eh can die okay. I woke up at like 1115 and asked my dear to call me. HAha. Then talk until 1230 i go bathe le. Come out i eat maggie. and then went on to study. Miss my dear so much! I couldnt concentrate on my study. Cause i really feel so stressed up. Anyway after blogging i'll be going off to study again. Sucks. I want to finish exam!

Tomorrow will be going shopping with gc, eieng, cheryl, sheryl and min fei. Oh well i hope i have enough time to finish shopping. But the paper ends at 4. So late. Wahlao irritating. And saturday im going shopping again! Yess! The feeling of exams going to finish is so nice. It was like onliytd that i was panicking that my first paper was starting. WHOO ! 4 more days to freedom!!!!!

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 6:34 PM .

We went to vivo city with mummy n uncle ken ytd! Cause ytd was mummy birthday. Ate crystal jade.. So ex! Over $200 dollars lah! I went to Minfei hse and uncle ken they all came fetch us. HAHA. Then off we went to vivo city! Quite nice lah the place but the things so ex.Anyway i went to buy my prom dress but i hate it now. How i wish i didnt buy. Hahaha. Following gc they all on friday go find dress. And dear on saturday! Cant wait for stuPid exams to finish! Then i can enjoy le! Anyway ytd i wear my prom nite shoes out. OMG Its so suffering! My leg hurt like mad okay! And today i went to dear hse. Study my FNN. Such a memorable day. HAHAHAHA! Dear dont laugh! And his mummy gave mi mango pudding to bring home. So nice! And here i am now!=P

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 9:15 PM .

I didnt smile in any of the pics cause i look really ugly with this stupid hairstyle!

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 5:12 PM .

Lit exam today. So bloody hard! ARGHH! Mdm Rubiah say most prob vertical ladder wun come out. Wahhh! Today come out! Will die man. Lucky only 1 question on it lah. But still worth alot of marks. I write 8 pages altogether again. Haha. Then zheng wei is sooo blur. He go do other books de. Aiyo. Blur king.

Today come home at 9 plus. Wait for sophia also. Then go up together. So slack lah today. Jonny ask mi tmr what time meet and i call soyah. They both ask mi how lit paper. Make me feel soo... Arg dunno how 2 sae.Then tmr mitng them at 11. Haha. Anyway ytd i went tO IMM.Bought my prom things but haven buy dress yet. Cause dunno wan buy anot. Maybe follow gc they all n buy. I bought a very high heeled shoe. Dun wan show u all! Hhaha! Prom den let u all see. Whooo im gonna be damn talllll lahhhh! So shiok.

Then took taxi home. Just now i go cut my bloody fringe. Damn fcking ugly and short. Regret sia!!!! UGLY !! I wan my hair faster grow lah den prom wun so ugly alrdy! ARGHHHHHHH. And i wan to be thin. B4 prom so im nt eating dinner frm today onwards until prom.

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 3:12 PM .

Today was maths paper 2. I went to dear hse early to learn maths. Oh well time passes so fast! Today maths paper i dunno whether can make it. Hopefully can lah. Dun wan make dear disappointed.=( After maths paper, gc n cheryl came my hse. Cause i wan tk my contact lens change colour. I wan change to hazel. But so suay so there stock no more muz order so i juz kept the violet. Hope its okay on me lah. =X Then we walk walk den go find contact lens. Then finally i bought the grey one. Share de lah. 3 pairs for $50. But now have to waait for my hazel de. Its abt a mth or so b4 the stock comes lah. Anyway i was damn feddup today just now cause everyone was freakin rushing me! F**K can! I was sooooooo pissedddd! Anyway michael was so nice today. He called me and ask me out for dinner cause he sae he strike 4d? Dunno real wan or bluff wan. LOL.. Yah thats abt it. My uncle is coming to fetch me soon. Im soooo tired!! *yawns*

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 3:25 AM .

at dear hse now. his stupid com freakin hard to type! The alphabets on the keyboard all gone! Arhh!! Sian! So cant blog!

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 11:52 PM .

Look how lame are we. Okay its me. I added these stupid small pieces of styrofoam on her ears. HAHA! Cause got nothing to do. Oh well its been a long time since i blogged right? Cause of levels ah. I finished my chem, bio, maths paper 1, social studies, chinese, lit paper 1. Still got somemore to go. WHoo so fast. It realli passes so fast. Min fei have been teaching me maths maths maths maths maths. Now must get ready for paper 2. Im so scared. Scared i wont be able to do well and waste all his efforts. Cant sleep. Anyway someone close to me is a pervert. Im gonna call him "monster". I have a phobia of him now. Its not the first time!! Argh. Dont think that someone close you you, you can trust ah. NO, I dont believe in that. Tomorrow is english paper. After that can relax ABIT.

Going to meet my goondu dear tmr. Guess the reason why? MATHS. haha. Oh im so exicted for maths man. LOL. Who am i kiddin. Yeah myself.-.- Many things happened recently and there's so much to write but i dont know the reason why i got nothing to say now. Ohhhh then forget it. Its very hard to catch up anyway.

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 3:49 AM .

I didnt got the chance to blog yesterday as liliang was practically using the com the whole day. Ok lets start from yesterday morning. I woke up at like about 10.35 am and went to liliang's room to see whether he got charge my mp3. But i was frustrated at the fact that it couldnt be turned on. And i realised that he had charged the wrong way for me. So i tried all means to recharge it back lah. But no matter how, it still couldnt be charged, cant even be turned on. I was so irritated and so i told sherrie. She came in the room to see and help a bit. But still cannot. So i cried like mad. Okay call me a crybaby but it's really irritating. Its like i lent something to him and he made spoil.

Then sherrie called mummy n daddy and told them. Mama also was saying liliang lah. Then later i talked to mummy on the phone and she was asking me not to cry as i have exams wait cant concentrate. Feel so kiddy then. Remembered last time she used to talk to me like that. LOL. Then later my aunty woke liliang up and he had to fix it for me. I called min fei and cried. HAHA!Then the nxt thing i knew liliang said fix liao. I started to smile. Sometimes i really hate myself for laughing so easily. Its really irritating.

So i went to school for Literature paper. When i reached school. The normal people who like to make frun of me did the daily routine that is to critisize me. They talk about my earrings and say my face like ****. Ah watever i was already so pissed off earlier on and they added salt to my wound. I couldnt care less. Some people are like that. They say things they dont feel anything but the person they're doing to FEELS it. Okay whatever. Then we went to the hall and took our exams. Oh boy i dont know if i can do it. I wrong 8 pages altogether. haha.

Then when i was walking home, i decided to drop by the atm. And deposited $30 to my bank acc. Then there was this old woman also wanted to deposit but she was using a passbook andf the machine said cant use passbook temporary. So she was making alot of noise saying:"Last time can mah! why noe cannot?" So after i deposit i went up to her and sae:"Aunty, this machine now cannot deposit money into passbook. You need a card."
Aunty: Huh issit? Aiyo which card? I dont know leh.
Me: Oh this one this one. You must put the card in and deposit in.
Aunty: Orh liddat ah.
Me:Uh lor.

Then they aunty say she trust me cause i student. Hey student can be wicked too okay. HEH HEH HEH. After that she thank me and i went off. Feels great to help someone. Im an angel. HAHA! Ok i went home and studied ss and chem. Ok thats about it i write enough compo le. Bye!

* A note for my wonderful boy: Im so sorry that these few days ive been throwing my temper around and treating you so bad. And i love you for always being so understanding even though im behaving in this manner. I love you for everything you've done for me.

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 12:14 PM .

Here i am to blog again. 2 times a day cause i really feel that no one cares. Seriously. I'll be better off dead. I dont need all that sh*t in my life. Everyone treats me as if i'm invisible.

Sharlene is invisible.

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 7:17 PM .

This is on be yourself day. Wayy long back ago. Can find me? Haha?=P
Videos will be uploading in the other section.

Today was biology. Easy paper BUT i was super duper careless. Why? Maybe cause i didnt read the damn question properly. I was hoping for this type of questions to come out and when it really did, i flunked it. Yah this feeling sucks. 6 marks okay. I really hate it. My heart is beating like crazy. How can that be sharlene? Well, hpoefully i am correct bah. It doent mean that the majority has it means its correct. Furthermore, my friends all say so easy. Sk also. Okay get an A then. Since you got all the answers. Making feel so pressurized and irritated. Well, i try not to think about it already since its over. So what the hell. BLAH! But the truth is im lying to myself. Ok stop it. =(

I finished the paper at 915 and went to 7-eleven to buy ice cream. Eating ice cream early in the morning? Count it as my breakfast then. =) I went home and slept like a piggy! Was sweating like crazy and just then mama asked me bathe. WHOO REFRESHED! Then after that here i am! Using the com! Gotta go study soon. Tmr is lit! But im studying for social studies.

P.S I came across a freakin dumb guy on youtube can! Just search for weixue. His videos all there. Here are his videos:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OOgY9fbUgaw http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DjJWJBX4R3I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3U14fLsJdcg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkCoBdg7q6w
He thought he really a superstar! LOL!

Sh a R le Ne__* told you a secret at 2:34 PM .