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YSaturday, August 28, 2004
tis is a part tym doggie at we hse..*nw no more le../*sob sob.*
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boO!its us again!*wahaha.*
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jamie.mi!*sistas 4 lifeE!*
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dun dstrb mi la.*giv mi some slp can.*
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sharen.zann.mi!
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YThursday, August 26, 2004
wheeE!!!!!!* so long no update mi bloggie le worrs.*
nw im here !!*haha.*in sch lab now..*hafta do a poem..*
so go internet find any poem den copy n paste/.*
so notti sia we all.*haven gt to use da com cuz my uncle lorr.*
go plug out all the wire..*den cannot plae le..*
haixxxx*so will tk a long time to update my blog norrhs.*
so sians nw.*do finish da com le.*
after tis..*go recess.*
hee..*cannot eat cannot eat ar..*
remember..cannot eat ar sharlene.*
OH YA!*the peeps hu keep using my tagboard 2 tok rubbish.*.
GET LOST la!!haha.*
k la i write till here.*
take care.*
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YFriday, August 13, 2004
can 4give mi?*plss..*
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mi gc n amanda**
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i cute anot??*
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i tell u i bathing ritee!*i shy lehh*
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c wad c !?!?!?!*
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i bathing la..*dun tk can??*
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my cutee little darlingg!*
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sharlene.**
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mei n jiee!*haha**
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YThursday, August 12, 2004
As I sat there in English class, I stared atthe girl next to me. She was my so called "bestfriend". I stared at her long, silky hair, andwished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.She was in tears, mumbling on and on about howher love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone,so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates,we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, Iwas standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. BeforeI could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat,and cried as I hugged her.Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do"and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but shedidn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". Shesaid "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
FuneralYears passed, I looked down at the coffin of agirl who used to be my "best friend".At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:"I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that,and I know it.I want to tell him,I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends,I love him but I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.I wish he would tell me he loved me!I wish I did too...
I thought to my self, and I cried.
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U..."
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YTuesday, August 10, 2004
sO tOuChInG!!!!*wAn CrY lE!*hAhahAHA!!!*
Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...Jun was veri charming & many girls could`t help falling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt.As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks. Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, jen only had Jun in her heart.Although she knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her ..she still continued to love him whole heartedly...Jen loves rainy days...she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joinin.Jun then ask her; Why don't you let me join you?Jen replied;Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.Jun then ask her again;If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy. To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well. :)However, nothin last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply den he love jen One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinner together... Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther...Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point.That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept veri quiet...although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her.
He said: Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down. But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried..Jun hugged her tightly.
He said: Jen, There's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just would`t allow me to accompany you?Jen was stunned..pausing for a few seconds,Jen replied...Because...Because i don't wish to let you know...I was crying..
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alone at home..*my uncle hm lahz..*
haiz..*i hate my maid..*shes a retarted..*
so lazy.*pig..*i hate her lyk nobody business!/*
she has a very bad attitute.*i hate her la!-*
okok.enough of her.*i made a new fren!*
n we chatted until 4am todae..*haha..*
its so hard 2 contact as he is workin..*the earliest he can come online again is onli at 11..*
hee..*hes so funnie//*well..*todae im nt goin out as im sick..*
n i have 2 start revising my workk./*
or else i can forget abt passin n scoring 4 my exams.*
haiz..*so many of my frenz are already revising..*while im onli at the com all dae..*
ok la..*i write till here../*
buais/*
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YMonday, August 09, 2004
I HATE MYSELF!!!!*
Y MUZ I KEEP EATIN N EATIN N EATIN..*
im already sooo fat!!!!!*sharlene....WAKE UP..*
u r fat..*so stop eating...*
i dun wanna be a pig//*=(
ok..*ive made up my mind..*im nt eatin startin frm tmr//*
kk..*set set..*so muz study le..*wa sianz..*
im at mummy's hse alone nw..*they went 2 buy food..*
FOOD AGAIN!!*argh!!*the word makes mi so pissed..*
k lahz..*nt goin hm so early todae..*cuz family wanna watch singapore idol..-*
anyways tmr no sch!!*yippiee!*
k lahz.* dun write le../
bye
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YSunday, August 08, 2004
didnt go out todae..*cuz mi n mei were sick!*
so have ta stay at home n do hmk lor..*totally no mood 2 do..*
didnt get 2 chat wif him 4 a dae le..*haiz..*
how long do i have 2 wait..*im so sian...*
nth 2 do..*tmr holidae.*maybe staying at home all dae..*
every1 in my family wan watch tv..*
im goin hm tmr le..*so fast//*
im gettin sick n tired of everything..*n i mean E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G
gettin more n more sian le..*dun write le..*
byee.*
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YSaturday, August 07, 2004
at mummy's hse now..*im sad..*
cuz he's angry wif mi..*ai..*
nvm nvm..*im so sian..*gt loads of hmk 2 do..*
im having a bad sore throat..*haiz..*
sufferin frm stress ar!!*exam so fast coming le..*
n i nt yet even study!*sian/.*
nvm la..*stop here le//*
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YFriday, August 06, 2004
wheehee!*the blog change back again le!*
yup..*hehe..*todae half dae//*
so fun in sch..*bt some ppl hor..*burst the balloon at mi..*
the hall was so messy after everything finished..*had 2 clear up da mess.*
suyu n mi were screamin at the hall..*whahahax.*
my throat is irritatin mi now..*yupp.*so ltr gonna go hospital..*
BORING!!* im so sleepy..*
i have so much hmk 2 dO!!!!!*so stress.*
haven even study yet..*im bored..*k la.*
end here le..*byeebyee.*
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YThursday, August 05, 2004
todae....*so sian again eh..*
the blog nw change again..*
cannot put colour..*so sian..*
my bloggie gonna be so dull..*
bt nvm..*alot of things happen todae..*
bt lazy 2 write..* hee..*
byee.*
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YWednesday, August 04, 2004
ssharlenee
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YTuesday, August 03, 2004
a dae in scch wif my new contact lens was TERRIBLE!!
i was in class ''crying''?*eye so painn!*
wan 2 tk pink form n go home..*bt i nvr.. cuz i strong..wahahahax..*
i noe bhb la..*hehe..*
i suffer until p.e time..*den go toilet tk out the damn thing which was in my eye..*
den aft tt...i happy liao..*can laugh..*
yupp..*so..tmr is my class foto tking..*I HATE IT MAN!*
ok..*so there will be a pathetic lookin freak in class 2o3 foto..*
n tt's mi..*wow..so fast tuesdae le..*tym pass so fast..*tot it was onli mondae..*
gt to stay back 4 cca tmr..*n thursdae,class commitee training..*
fridae...onli half dae!!*yeahhh!!bt muz come back n go hospital..*
so sianz..*i wanna go out..*
bt too bad..*cannot..*hee..*
i ltr muz go do my hmk//*n study...*
at least study abit la..*im lazy//*
so tired..*i wan slpp!.-*
k la.*i goin 2 slp le!/*
nnitee..*
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YMonday, August 02, 2004
juz came homee..*so tiredd!!*
a dae with spects in sch was terrible + horrible = vegetable..*
hee..*well..i found out sth abt HIM..*
n im happy..*=D yupp..*
bt he always scold mi stupid!*
goin 2 hospital on fridae??*yupp..*
so fast muz go again..*seems lyk ytd i went 4 my previous wan..*
bt..IM NVR GONNA TK ANY MORE BLOOD TEST!!*
scare already..*hehe..*im so bored can!*
my uncle said i can onli use com 4 2 hrs a dae!!*
hOw 2 survive??*i try lor..*n i muz start studying frm ltr onwards..*
erm.. maybe tmr?or maybe da dae after tmr?*
haha..-*juz so lazy 2 study nehhs..*argH!!!*god save mi laa..*
thursdae..i have the commitee camp..*so sianz..*
bt gt firdaus there can le..*cuz he will make mi lmao..*
ok la..*wan stop here..*''study le''**
byee!*
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YSunday, August 01, 2004
life is so borin.*i juz finished my art..*
it suck ok..*i spoiled the whole damn thing..*
argh!im so angry wif myself..*i eat n eat n eat n eat..*
IM SO FAT!!!!*haiz../*guess i'll have 2 go on a diet agaain?*
sian ar!-*adults ar//*realli cant be trustedd..*
ive been feelin damn pissed n frustrated this past few daes..*
n i oso found out tt HE'S a flirt..*yupp..*
so..i wanna end here la..*lazy//*
byee**
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feelin ` sad * stress
i dunno wadz into mi..*juz feelin so sad..*
so stress.*exams..i didnt even study at all..*
i have so many work 2 do..*
i haven even started my art..*
guess i'll betta rush tmr..*i have 2 finish it..*
im soo sad..*nobody gives a damn abt mi..*
i hate my lifee.*i realli hate it..*im damn pissed wif it la..*
damn bloody pissed..*ARGH!!!!!!*STRESS LA!!*
aiya..*too sad n stress 2 do anything..-*
i juz hate my life..*
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