feelin ` guiltyi hate myself..*i hate myself 4 bein so mean..*xuehong..im realli very sorrie..*pls dun be angry..*bt i realli cannot accept tt thing u wanted 2 giv..* haiz..*i feel awful now..* reaL awful..*the onli thing i can do nw is sae sorrie..*feel lyk slappin myself..*10000000000 times..*haiz..*i dun feel lyk writin..*bye.*